Dropping the Shopping Bag
(Alicia Silverstone as Cher Horowitz, one of my early style influences)
I gave up clothes shopping for Lent. Part of me is ashamed to admit this, because it’s such a privileged, first-world “sacrifice” to make. I struggle with certain aspects of Lent and hadn’t observed it in a while. But this year, I wanted to do something that would honor God in some tiny way and also be spiritually beneficial to me. The weekend before Ash Wednesday, I came home from the overstock clothing store with a bag full of amazing deals, and suddenly knew what I needed to do.
For the last several years, I’ve shopped too much. Not overspent – most of the time I don’t even buy anything. Just performed the act of shopping too much, in my opinion. It started as an emotional Band-Aid in the last couple of years of my marriage, and briefly escalated after that was over. In small doses, I think it was and is fine. But I don’t need it anymore, and it was time to show it who’s boss, to refocus my priorities and react to unpleasant emotions in a more productive way.
I’ve mostly been excited about this. But, three weeks in, I have to admit… it’s getting tough, you guys. I LOVE FASHION. I miss perusing DSW.com and checking The Limited to see whether that dress I loved is on sale yet. But the difficulty is proof that I needed to do this, and that God has something to teach me through it. So I look forward to whatever that is!
About Brenda W.Christian. Memphian. Reader. Writer. True blue Tiger fan. Lover of shoes, the ocean, adventure, and McAlister's iced tea. View all posts by Brenda W. →
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